Battle Of The Classes

Today was like the first step for man on the moon. Just kidding. Today definitely felt like a first step. After school, we went to Deejay's house to watch them rehearse for battle of the classes. The Freshies definitely have a good act going for them. The important step in my eyes was the fact that Ana and Jacob hung out together somewhat in the same group. It wasn't really awkward at all. No hard feelings or anything. They don't realize it, but they do have things in common. It made me happy to see that, it really did. Today is our 7th monthary and it should have been a good day and it was for the most part. It sucks that we couldn't really spend the day with eachother, but I'll get what I can. It's 12:29AM and I think I already fucked up. I'm this douche who doesn't always listen. Photo is of a condom my brother openly leaves on the computer table. ew.

Understanding And Pressing On

Eh. Today more or less consisted of learning. Unfortunately, I am the jealous type and I'm not used to how nice of a person you are to everyone including your ex-girlfriend. It's not that I don't like it, it is because when I was in my own situation, I didn't talk to the other person for about a year, really just to get over him. There is the understanding that you never really broke up on terms that were on your faults or decisions, so that can still get me a little queasy. In that case, there is still a friendship and she still obviously feels for you. But then again, you reassured me with the idea that nothing will happen between you two, and my optimism is as high as my insecurities let me. I really believe in change. I hate awkwardness because I get enough of it out of myself. This is why I'm so determined to make the acquaintance. Hell, I don't care if we are different people. This whole world is made of different people and we all get along fine, no matter how different we may be sometimes. Things in life are always subject to change, for better or for worse. I might have to stock up on fake smiles in the future just just hold strong and not bitch. Don't worry, I'm not hiding my feelings. Photo is of cam whoring :D

Smashburgers!

We went on a double date with Alo and Joriz today. Instead of just me and him getting dropped off at stuffed cupcakes, we decided to go to SmashBurgers in Glen Ridge. the sign of it, i will agree with them, looks like a rip off of Game Stop. The food is pretty good there and the sandwiches are monster! The only bad part was the bacon strips inside. I wouldn't have minded it if it weren't for the fact that I had bacon and eggs every morning in Ohio. Everything feels really chill and relaxed when we hang out with, which is something I am so grateful of. It's a really great feeling being able to to hang out with other people as a couple, together. Yhen, Joriz had work at 4:30PM, so she got changed and then we went to Applegate Farm :D There, me and the love ordered a sundae which was very delicioso! Today was a good day, and we can just leave it at that. Photo is of cup from today :D

Deprivation

Deprivation of sleep has been creeping up on me again. Yesterday we webcammed until about 2:30AM. School was a little hard to get through because by first period I wanted to fall asleep! Even as I type this now at 11:35PM, my eyes are begging to close shut for the night. Today was kinda cool. The love, Deejay, and I traveled to Jacob's hosue to pick up a chord for Jazz Band and by the time we got there, practice was basically over. Then, we went to his house again.. [jeesuss it was so tiring walking so much! xD ] We only stayed for a bit because learning that his mother was on her way home, I was going to play it safe and not do anything. Kiss kissed in the stairway made me melt! Photo is of an ad I had to do during class.

I Should Be In A Bed Sleeping In Ohio!

Good god, today was such a tiring day! We got back last night around 8PM, but that didn't stop me from feeling tired today during school. No one wanted to be suffering through classes or walking through halls. All day I caught myself saying that I should he in a bad in Ohio sleeping! I held strong for most of the day, but I lost it 12th period. My Chem class was supposed to take notes on a PowerPoint Presentation, so the lights were off. That is the first mistake. Then, we never got to the notes. Instead, Mr. Lepo just talked and talked like no tomorrow about random things. So ofcourse, being drowsy from Band Trip, and with lights off, my eyes begin to droop. Right before the bell rang, I flinched and woke up in a startle. It was a little embarrassing, yet funny. After school, jazz band was canceled due to the tiredness of everyone. I actually went over the love's house without the worry and left on time. It was such a beautiful feeling, being able to lay with him again, just relaxing. I haven't seen him in four days, and 2 days was the limit. I made a sacrifice tonight, though I'm not sure if it was a smart one. I found my heart feeling heavier than my body, with the urge to throw up. I am the dramatist; I am not proud. Though, now we webcam and my heart feels at home. Photo is of webcamming.

We Forgot To Leave David In Ohio. We Have To Go Back!

Boy oh boy. It sucks to say that Band Trip is now over and that I am sitting here at home, but it is nonetheless true. We left the Kalahari Resort around 11AM and it was a very sad thing. My room was so tired that we didn't even bother waking up in time for breakfast. Mann am I goin gto miss those morning pastries! Before leaving, we also got our picture with a Kalahari Mascot who was in the main lobby. I don't know, but that elephant hugged pretty tightly! :0 Then, we were off onto our 8 hour drive back home. There is always that feeling of attachment and the want to stay longer. We all felt that today, most definitely. I am and am not looking forward to school tomorrow, but what has to be done must be done. Therefore, I shall be waking up in a few hours -_-' Photo's is of that with the elephant mascot ! :D

Water Park, Partayy

Alright so I would give today a better thumbs up compared to yesterday. We just spent the day at the indoor water park, riding everything and trying it all. There are so many things here, that it is so much bigger than I had really ever expected. Unfortunately, a couple kids pooped into the ave pool. Anyways, we tried just about everything, including the body slides, group slides, and the flow rider! Oh man, it is just a great boost doing something for the first time and doing it right. Flo rider was a surfing/body surfing simulation that is so fun. Deejay got wiped out and his shorts went down and we saw ass. Jaelynn went and owned that like the monster she is. I went and di decent, but inevitable popping out my chest when I got wiped out. Right when I did though, I already knew so I covered over my chest. The lifeguard came around with a towel ready and prepared. Later we had the pizza party which was fun, but some Polish exchange students crashed it. It was really awkward at first, but as Jae said, "If you can't beat them, join them." Photo is of me watching Sean shave. It was very amusing :D