I Understand That We are Here.

I should probably say that hey, yeah I'm studying for my finals, but I'd rather not discuss that topic. I feel that with projects over and with today being the last FULL day of school, the freedom to relax is finally opening up. Tonight was the band awards dinner which was fairly love. Girl, I love you to death, but I don't know what to say to you anymore. You tell me that you're thankful you aren't doing the shit of next year, but it's just disappointing to actually hear it. I really, really wish you could stay.. A lot of people looked nice tonight, especially Ana !!! She wore strapless white dress that looked so cute and good on her! :D I'm so happy we're all getting out of our comfort zones!! :) Photo is of me and Ana. She looks so pretty in a dress :D My phone lighting sucks BALLS.

So..It's Almost 4AM.

The nervousness in today kind of felt like when we first started going out. I was a nice feeling of nostalgia. Anyways, I pretty damned tired @_@ This is the first all-nighter I've pulled in a while and I'm really glad I got that iced coffee tonight! I'm glad the person who made it failed and put tooo much sugar because It's keeping me up right now. I wouldn't want to stay up so late by my own free will, at least not this week. There's too much stress involved that I would want all the Zzz's I can catch. I had to stay up to make the mix for the Talent Show Act we're doing. I'm all of a sudden in a dance crew since last Thursday, and the show is ON FRIDAY. We are still choreographing and everything, but my biggest hopes tell me that we'll turn out okay. I hope!! Photo is of a drawing I did in my study. :P

We're Just Ordinary People

I'm really proud of myself for all the progress I've gotten in learning the choreo in a video I favorited and learning a song on guitar. Unfortunately, that whole time I was progressing, my school work stayed exactly where it was. I kept saying I would start, originally at 2PM, but I didn't start until 10PM :D Nothing too great happened today, except the thought of what this week will bring. I already see it as another one of those 5 days that I want to end right now and it hasn't even begun. I have to memorize Macbeth lines for Tuesday, read Lord of the Flies, do an extra credit journal, and a Chemistry outline this week. Oh man. Photo is of the sign Adrian requested me to make :)

Battle Of The Classes

Today was like the first step for man on the moon. Just kidding. Today definitely felt like a first step. After school, we went to Deejay's house to watch them rehearse for battle of the classes. The Freshies definitely have a good act going for them. The important step in my eyes was the fact that Ana and Jacob hung out together somewhat in the same group. It wasn't really awkward at all. No hard feelings or anything. They don't realize it, but they do have things in common. It made me happy to see that, it really did. Today is our 7th monthary and it should have been a good day and it was for the most part. It sucks that we couldn't really spend the day with eachother, but I'll get what I can. It's 12:29AM and I think I already fucked up. I'm this douche who doesn't always listen. Photo is of a condom my brother openly leaves on the computer table. ew.

Music Speaks!

I think part of what I've been missing in life that been putting me so down is enjoying the rest of it. Tonight proved that to me as I chilled at Music Speaks with Ana, DJ, and Emily. I absolutely love the part of life that I've been lacking for 16 years, but I can't let go of the happiness of what kept me together all along. BUT DAAAYUUUM.. Music Speaks was good! :) AJ Raf and JR Aquino were amazingg! It was funyn how DJ was "telepathically" communicating with AJ during the show and what songs he should play.. Earlier in the day was pretty fun, too. Before we got inside the cafeteria, we messed around with Ana's uke, WHICH SHE GOT SIGNED BY AJ ;D Other guys had ukes and we tried to get them all to "jam", but that failed. It was sad because we found "the one" for Ana! They wore similar shirts, and had similar ukes, and they were just meant for eachother! Oh, and DJ peed with JR LOL

Hrmm..I sat behind a couple where the guy had his arm around her the whole time, and it made me want that.. More or less, it just made me miss him and wish I could have that kind of fun with him AND my friends..

Listening to AJ and JR's songs, I really looked into some of the songs and they got to me.. they had so much truth in their words and I was sort of able to relate. :) Good day Good Day.. Photo's of Ana's signed UKE! WOOT