Alternating Week For The Loner & The Socialist

Well, this sucks. It's currently, 5:37AM into Saturday and I have been up all night. On Thursday night I tried to pull an all-nighter with Jacob, but grew tired around 4AM. We should have given it a day's notice. Hrmm..I'm getting confused with time references now. YESTERDAY, nothing really happened. I've been very lazy this past week, realizing that I phases in and out of being the loner and the socialist. The majority of this week has been portrayed by the loner. Last week was the other. Today I took any opportunity to go out, so I went with my sister and her boyfriend to the DMV. She had to renew her license and I was so fascinated and excited to get my own permit soon. Then, we went to the mall, here I bought a few items and got my hair trimmed. On the way home we went to Sonic and AC Moore. I've spent this whole night working on Ana's piano bracelet [the first of a long list of requests] and chatting with a few friends. It was really an interesting night. A drunk Seamus IMed me on Facebook Chat, asking for dirty pics and other nonsense. It was so hilarious in the dead of the night around 4AM. Photo is of mama sleeping while I straightened her hair. -_-'

Fireworks And Cookies Made From Butter Melted

Today/tonight was much more fun than expected. Ideally, I went over to Kim's casa this afternoon after not being able to chill for so long. I gave her my belated gift from the beginning of June, which she already had. I had a little feeling that she may have gotten it already, but she never told me! It actually wasn't all that bad though. The one I got her was a slightly different style and was a Medium instead of a Small, but it fit well nonetheless. We made cookies with this chocolate chip mix that I brought over and even added extra white chocolate chips! Yum! Those came out super-good. I still have some left over in my bag :) Then, we sat outside on her porch and had a bowl of ice cream with a cookie - SUPER yum! :D I tried Peach ice cream for the first time and it was really good! Later, her mama took us to B&N [ah, the place I would love to work] and we spent a while there looking through novels, magazines, and astrology books! We later walked to Target to pick up a few things. Her mom came around to pick us up and we were back at her house. Not too long after we left again for the Brookdale Park fireworks, which had already started according to what we were hearing outside. We got dropped off in a craze of traffic and walked the rest of the way to the park. BOY was that park was crowded! As the fireworks exploded in the sky, every flash of light allowed us to see the thousands of heads on the field staring up. We sat in the grass for the rest of the duration and hey, the show wasn't too bad. Afterwards, Kim didn't want to go home or anything yet, so we ended up walking far to meet up with Nicole and Lugo. Walking around in the dark, we found our way to Devin's house. I for one, had no idea where we were as many time as I guessed, but they did. We all walked to a McDonald's which was flooded with people they didn't like. I saw a few familiar faces like Adriane and well.. thats it. :D Considering the amount of unliked people, we walked back to Nicole's house where we made nachos! :) Me and Kim got picked up around 11:30PM. I was a little nervous the whole night because I wasn't home at the usual time, but I only had one ride - Kim. I'm pretty proud of how I helf myself together tonight. I kept myself talking and it really wasn't awkward at all even though I hung out with these people once or never before. Photo is of us at Target. I really liked that fedora :)

And Still, I Am in Awe

We can end our nights on good nots and bad ones. I won't say that last night was a bad one, but it was unnecessary. The problem didn't need to occur, but it arose anyway. I'm just glad that our relationship has the ability to make-up pretty fast. I refuse to let days go by with a stupid arguement still lingering. Let alone, I can't even sleep through a single night with such a heavy heart. From a bad night, we have travelled into the next night having such a heart-felt conversation. I feel like saving every message you've sent in the last two hours. Jesus, I don't understand how I've lucked out so well to find you..to find us. And still, I am in awe. Filler photo: I woke up at 1PM this morning and didn't go to church, so I had nothing to take a pic of except this lol

Touch Me Like An iPod

Woo I finally got an iPod touch! :D after two trips to the mall, of course. at around 8:30am this morning, I went to Willowbrook with my sister and her boyfriend. He ended up buying a SONY TV while I wandered off into the mall. With the crapload of birthday money I had, I decided to walk into the Apple store. I've been wanting an iPod Touch for quite some time now, but now that my 5G video iPod is messed up, I had even more reason to go through with it. Just as I was about to purchase it, the guy who was helping me out, Iqbal, said I could get 10% off if I recycled my old one. Excited yet sad, I left to do just that. As it turns out, I had to leave anyways because my sister's bf had to attend a wedding. About two hours later, I went back with my brother and got it :D That dude, Iqbal, was pretty chill. When I got home, there was nothing really to do except sleep. I sulked in a jar of Nutella with a fork for a while, but i laid on the couch and knocked out. It is so much better to sleep, rather to think as the day goes by, without being able to do something. The day sort of picked back up tonight around 10PM when we began to talk out the problem. I don't know if you're reading this right now, but I love being able to talk about our problems. I never want to just leave them hanging or push them aside. As god may be on our side once again, we stayed on the phone phone.. 1:30AM until 3:47AM. The best few hours of my day. By the end of our conversation, tensions turned into light-hearted laughs, which I just love so much. I refuse to ever let a night go by and fall asleep with a heavy heart. I love you. Oh, I got stuck sitting on the floor this morning with the TV filling up the whole seat.

Deprive Me More

I really cant believe I'm still awake right now. Sleep deprivation is a good term to use at this moment. This long day began with forcing myself to wake up at 7AM to report at 7:30AM. Due to Columbus Day, the band had to do a Town Hall performance and a parade route. Both were faily interesting, but quite tiring. Afterward, me, Jaelynn, Emily, and Ana went back to Ana's for her party. Tonight was really fun as more of the band people I love came. Rey, Joe, and Roland actually showed up, yayy! We all laid in the street in a comfy blob and stared at the stars. We also discussed life and its goodies. Then, we ended up playing Manhunt. I would have to say: that was the best session of that game I've even been apart of. I ended up rolling on the ground after almost running into Emily, rolling on my ankle, and slipping on the muddy grass! We did the two extremely different things, and both were quite enjoyable. :D

Nights Like This

I look foreward to 3rd period, now. Because as I talk to you tonight, it makes me anticipate the fact that I can see you tomorrow.

Classes today were boring as usual. I ended up falling asleep in US History, watching a cheap, old movie about the Declaration Of Independence. Wind Ensemble was a big highlight, because Mrs. B wasn't there and so we all hung out for a good 40 minutes. That class is everything I love; moreover because of the people. When ever the bell rings at 2:31PM, I feel so accomplished to know that I got through the entire day! I broke up with Fred today. We're still friends, but to be honest, I can't be in a relationship where I just don't feel the same. It is, in all honor, rude to continue under false meanings. Practice after school was brutal. It felt like it was never going to end. Resetting sets was all we did, as rookies could not even get the work right. Tonight is the ultimate highlight of my day. Texting certain people makes my smile widen farther than possible and it makes my heart thump through my skin. Nights like this are something I can get used to. :)

Just A Party!

So I am on my phone right now in feel of how tired today has made me. School itself was a long day. Afterwards, we had guard practice outside on the field. Many of us had not been aware, so we were all practicing in our school uniforms! It was horrible. The amount of sweat to begin with was already at a high and practice only made it worse. Just A Party was nonetheless fun, though! Mainly, I hung out with Abby and Fred [Jonathan]. Its nice to walk about all night with someone's arms around you, as well as your own around them.. fun haha. It was a pretty chill night. Not too many people were around, but we still made a good time out of it! Unlike other years, I personally wanted to come home around 9 because I was so tired and still had hw! So now as I lie here, I can sleep nicely, knowing I had a good day and hw is done. The only thing now is to look forward to tomorrow. XD woot. Bloomfield Game is coming up!

Fatiguee!

Today has been entirely too tiring! [Well, tonight I should say] It's only about a week into school and I've already been procrastinating. I mean, I do my homework, it juyst takes me a good while to finish. Practice was good today, as we got to fix drill and what not. Standing in the front was just as fun. I'm still kind of upset for dropping my Honors Chem class, but I'm really liking my new one. Tonight my brother and I were looking for clothes that he like and how they wouldn't fit him. It's pretty funny to have a big brother who bodybuilds.

Relive The Controller

Today was a good day: nothing too dramatic, nothing too boring. By 3PM I was at the hs for practice with the band. I think Wednesdays will become my favorite days. Its appeals to me more, being with the entire band rather than my section alone. Even though we need work and section time, I still can't deny the feeling I get yelling on the field during drill fighting for enthusiasm. Goodness, some people are just boring when they don't count out loud! :D It makes practice less dreading.

Afterwards was a night at Ana's house which involved eating some good old Fried Fish, or "Prito" and my parents would call it. I really hadn't had fish in a while and it was tasting really good tonight. I have found a liking to the crunchyness of fins! Mmm Tonight also reminded me how long it's been since I've played actual video games! I haven't played a Wii in forever [being that I don't own one] and tonight I made my first attempt. I tried to play Zelda:Twilight Princess. It was fun, but I wasn't doing much. I was mainly trying to adjust to the use of both hands using their own controller. Just as I was getting the hang of it, I had to leave. Bummer.