Momma Day

Bleh I have that sour, vomit taste in my mouth right now! I have no idea why. Anyways, today I missed my optician appointment. We purposely went to church at 10:30AM to get to the mall by noon. Yeah, we got there at 12:22AM, and the guy was such a douche! He was like, "You missed your appointment. The doctor left." His tone of voice had such an attitude to it. I wanted to punch him in the face! Well, we ate at the food court and then came back home. Even though it's Mother's Day, we didn't do anything too crazy. We got home and I began to read my ass off. Sparknotes definitely helps in a time like this because last night I left off on page 70 and the books ends at page 235. I finished by like 8:30PM! :D I felt so proud. Then, I decided to watch the movie which was a bad idea. Like most book-based movies, the details were skewed and made me get confused with what really happened. Anyways, I would just like to say Happy Mother's Day to all mothers and motherly figures! I wish my bond with my mother was more of the friendly type, but you can't argue with what you have. I love you, Mama! ♥ Photo is of me in the Sears bathroom waiting for Mama to finish. I think this is gonna become my default on Facebook

Mother's Day Weekend

Today was not too eventful or crazy; just mediocre. I would have liked to go out with friends, but then I wouldn't be able to come home in time to leave time to read. This whole day, I have gotten myself to pg. 70. I'm not to far behind. Anyways, today I went to the mall with my parents around 5PM. Being that it is Mother's Day weekend, I tried not to buy anything with my mom's money. Instead, we went to Express and I helped her pick out a really nice outfit. We tried on clothes together which was nice. I wanted to make her feel young again because she truly was hot when she was younger. Photo is of that.

Unconditional

So I basically spent my Saturday with just my parents. It's not something I have come to argue. Because in fact, it is something I am so used to. This morning I woke up and immediately got ready. While I was still sleeping, I subconsciously heard my papa tell me to get up because we are going to the mall, costco, and wherever. I was like a robot when I got up. I ended up being the first one ready to go, hah. It was a good day with just them. As much as we argue on a daily basis, I still find enjoyable days with them. I saw something amazing between them right before we got to the mall. They got into this arguement about how my father's co-workers shouldve couldve done this and that. My mom is the kind of person who will stand her ground to the end on what she says. My father tried to say that his men just make mistakes so it was nothing. Still, she argues how much at fault they were. They argued and argued all the way to the parking lot.. I thought our "good day" was officially over. Then, it went silent. I assumed they weren't going to talk for the rest of the day. My pa throws in a corny joke about the way my ma talks sometimes. They were laughing. I was shocked at first, but was soon amazed by the unconditional love. One stupid arguement won't even ruin their day. I want that very much. Photo's of the big jug of wine Papa bought at Costco.

A Feeling Can Only Last So Long

My lips are dry and I lick them over in hopes for hydration. I finished Cirque 5 tonight, after dinner. God, don't you hate it when you're at the point where you're just about done reading for the night and then right at that point, the book gets amazing? It's a bitter-sweet feeling, it really is. My eyes said no, but my mind screamed, "KEEP FACKIN READING!" Long-behold, I am 4 chapters ahead and done with the book. This afternoon was good, until my dad lashed out the bitchiness right when we got home from the mall. I had some relief in shopping for hours with the madre, but a feeling can only last so long. Feelings of content only last until around 9:30 tonight. Photo's of this adorable rice bowl at East West that I wouldn't have minded purchasing.

To The Carpet Mall We Go!!

What can I say? Today was such a smooth, relaxing day. I woke up before noon and headed to Jersey Gardens with Kim :D By around 6:30PM we were fist pumping out way into Forever 21 and shopping galore! It's nice to spend time with the people you love the most..especially if there's been a lack of. As much as we have midterms on Tuesday, I hope to hang out with Ana and Jaelynn for the afternoon on Monday. I'm getting my life back on balance, and I'm sticking to that. I really wanted a new pair of converses tonight, not gonna lie. The one's Kimd bought were friggin amazinggg -.-' I'll wait til like spring. For now I'll be wearing my Blowfish booties :]

Touch Me Like An iPod

Woo I finally got an iPod touch! :D after two trips to the mall, of course. at around 8:30am this morning, I went to Willowbrook with my sister and her boyfriend. He ended up buying a SONY TV while I wandered off into the mall. With the crapload of birthday money I had, I decided to walk into the Apple store. I've been wanting an iPod Touch for quite some time now, but now that my 5G video iPod is messed up, I had even more reason to go through with it. Just as I was about to purchase it, the guy who was helping me out, Iqbal, said I could get 10% off if I recycled my old one. Excited yet sad, I left to do just that. As it turns out, I had to leave anyways because my sister's bf had to attend a wedding. About two hours later, I went back with my brother and got it :D That dude, Iqbal, was pretty chill. When I got home, there was nothing really to do except sleep. I sulked in a jar of Nutella with a fork for a while, but i laid on the couch and knocked out. It is so much better to sleep, rather to think as the day goes by, without being able to do something. The day sort of picked back up tonight around 10PM when we began to talk out the problem. I don't know if you're reading this right now, but I love being able to talk about our problems. I never want to just leave them hanging or push them aside. As god may be on our side once again, we stayed on the phone phone.. 1:30AM until 3:47AM. The best few hours of my day. By the end of our conversation, tensions turned into light-hearted laughs, which I just love so much. I refuse to ever let a night go by and fall asleep with a heavy heart. I love you. Oh, I got stuck sitting on the floor this morning with the TV filling up the whole seat.

7 Hour Dillusionment

Summing up today, I have been in a moving vehicle for a total of nearly 9 hours! DEAR GOD. We left the MD Holiday Express around 9:30AM. I realized that the schedule got pushed back when we were still in Maryland at like 1:30. We took a couple bus stops due to uncontrollable bladders. Jaelynn was one of the worse ones, and if you're reading this, I do apologize! :D and If I know you pretty well right now, you just said "Fuck you, you stupid bitch!" XD Mhm..she had to pee really bad, and I wasn't making the situation any better. I was being serious when I told her to go in a plastic bag, but she refused! haha It was very ridiculous- typically the bus ride is about 4 hours to get back. We were supposed to attend the Columbia HS football game, but the problem was that we couldn't find the stadium. We passed the hs like three times, but still didn't find the game. We wasted so much time going in circles. I eventually began to feel dillusional and sang loudly to the radio. Jaelynn was upset towards the end, because she was supposed to leave as soon as we got to the game at 2:30PM [SUPPOSEDLY] By 5:30PM, she had to be ready and dressed for Pria's Sweet 16. We didn't find the game so we left back to BHS and arrived at 4:30PM -about. I went to the mall tonight with my brother, and tried to somewhat meet up with you! :D As much as I yearned for possibly a single kiss, publicity did not allow it. boooooo haha