I Feel Like A Child Again

I really wish you could have come over today, but every reason is understood. My reason to even consider going to school this morning was gone, as you IMed me early this morning, as promised, saying that you weren't going. Therefore, I slept in until noon. When I woke up, it was only on forced reasons. I find it rude to be woken up because the person, in this case my mother, was begging me to eat. Hey, it great and thank you for the offer of beefsteak that lola made, but I'm sleeping. There is no need to wake me up now. I will find out when I do wake up. I took a shower and ate a while after, anyways. If it wasn't for other events that I may get invited to in the day, I would literally be home on the computer, stuffing my face with all the junk food available. Tonight I took the opportunity to go to Niel's birthday party/celebration. It was good for the most part. I just need to get used to being around the people who were always around, but I pushed away from this year. I plan on progressing in this direction. I don't regret going tonight at all, as awkward as I sometimes may have been. Roland kept saying "You're so awkward now," and I continued to question him on it. I sat next to Jeff and Roland during the movie. Boy, did I love Toy Story 3! The intro animation was so cute! "Day&Night" is what it was called. It honestly made me feel like a kid again. Jeff commented so loud on the movie a lot, but I kind of ignored it after a while. RIGHT when the movie was getting good, the screen goes blank! It resorts back to the previews and the exit signs began to flash a white light. Apparently, there was a fire. I thought it was so cool being able to go through the side exits behind the movie screen! I've always wanted to do so! Later, we found out that someone pulled it on their own. Jerk. Overall, tonight was great- something different from what I have been up to in my regular social life. Photo is of Roland and a random Hello Kitty plush that Ken brought.

With Clenched Fists, I Leaned

Too many people have gotten hurt today. Today was a fun day.. I woke up at 12 and got ready for Audrey's ice skating birthday party. I was 30 minutes late; I am such a fail. Hey, but given the results, I never fell! I almmost fell twice and the second time was kinda bad. Jeff fell down and his legs kicked up. Lucky me was standing next to him, spinning in a circle, kind of on the verge of falling. The blade ended up hitting the palm of my right hand. It wasn't too bad, but there's a slit on my palm...and those blades can't POSSIBLY be sanitary! A couple people fell and Ana stuck to the rail. Haha..I tried to help but it just wasn't working. Afterwards, we split up into two groups, two cars to get back to Aud's house for food. While waiting for our ride, Sean, Roland, Abby, Ana, and myelf played around in the playground. Roland literally dropped his pocket on the swings. He tried to jump off, his jacket got caught and he fell flat on his tailbone haha..His entire pocket ripped off, and I have to sew it back on. Gah.. I tried to clim between two trees and that was the biggest failure. I got up the trees a few steps and I couldn't hold very well so I decided to jump off. When I jumped off, I looked for a clearing to land on. Yeahh..I missed it. I rolled on my ankle and I lost my breath. I tried to keep composure and leaned against the tree with cleanched fists. Gah it still hurts. Back at Aud's, I gorged on food and failed at Brawl. We watched Jennifer's Body. (pronounced Yenn-eee-furr's Bah-dee) Photo's of the peeps sitting on the bench, waiting.

Are We Even Celebrating At All?

Happy Christmas Eve, world. and I guess disregard that if you dont celebrate lol. Being able to wake up late without any worries is such a blessing. Today was my sister's birthday and we just totally celebrated low-key. Around noon, my mom and I sang to my sister as she stood over a tiny Carvel cake. We ate spaghetti;: very common in Filipino celebrations. [I think it's for good luck or something] Its so depressing how my family comes about celebrating the holidays. By 9PM I was sitting exactly where I am now as my dad shut his door, ready to head in for the night. My mom is at work and my brother's gone. My 21 year old sister did not even get piss drunk. This is typically how it is with any holiday -sigh- You get used to it...as much as you don't want to.

15 Parts To A Belated Birthday Gift

Welll..today was cute :) I hope you enjoyed my gift for you..I put alotttaaa thought into it. I figured that since you were getting punched all day by guy friends, it'll be a good change of pace to just give you 15 kisses in a progression :D #1 was a simple kiss on the cheek..and it went on from there. It was fun while it lasted :D haha Look, Kevin came by after school today and I haven''t seen that kid foreverrrr! haha.. eh. my face..is fat. Gotta stop eating so much!

Happy Birthday, Love!

Oh my goodness its cold! -puts foot on heater- ahhh.. :D

lol well first and foremost, I would like to wish a special, special person oh so dear to me, a happy birthday. Despite the fact that you don't celebrate this, I'm grateful for every day having you around. Today was so stressful..even before I got off the bus this morning I felt like dying. Our concert was yesterday, and it ended at 9PM. By the time I got home, I was completely exhausted and just wanted to sleep. No matter how hard I tried to keep my eyes open, they gradually fell into place. Doing homework was completely impossible, so I was forced to cram it all during school hours. I cut my hair today. It was somewhat spur of the moment, but at the same time not. I've been acting on impulse lately, and its been working both positively and negatively for me. I'm tired. Headdingg out nowwww! Look, papa is hawt in a headband.

Sweet Sixteen

Decent Birthday.. the biggest highlight of this day that I can say really made my birthday worth it was being with you for that hour after school. :) I felt so relaxed, though you continued to make me laugh with stupid jokes and silly acts. :) Soft kisses from you is all I need on a day like this. Hrmm..I went out to dinner tonight with the family at Cheesecake Factory, also getting my new phone :D woot the enV Touch is pretty chill. I just failed at applying a two-pack of screen protectors onto my new phone. I suck.

God Loves Us?

Wooo one more day until I'm sixteen :D ..eh I'm not that hyped up for it, but its still a day I am grateful for.. Today was..oh boy today. haha Hiding in closets, sneaking out the side door without getting caught, speed walking to the highschool: that is what made up my afternoon. I don't know whether god loves us or time was just on our side today because the timing with everything that happened was so close-called! As soon as I walked up to the front of the highschool, I saw my dad's mini-van pulling up by School #7. As I think about it now, I can't help but laugh. I am very light-hearted about it and all I can think about is how secretive we must always be! I swear, we're living some mission impossible shiz haha. Even though we can't openly be together whether it be public or private, I love every mishap, event, and adventure of this relationship. :D ..So I didn't take a picture today. Here's a picture of the post I'm typing right now. XD

Sure, My Birthday Is Coming Up, What About It?

WOOO 2 more days until my birthday! haha.. Eh. I'm not really doing anything for it, but I guess whatever happens happens. Hrm..whats today..Monday.. pretty good day.. I think that knowing that this week is going to be short made today go by quickly. I'm really trying to get back into the habit of actually doing my homework and paying attention in class. I'll get back into it..I hope.

Intensity

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANA!

Yep yep, the beginning of my day consisted of making a sign for Ana. I am quite proud of how it turned out :D

The rest of the day trailed out, being one of the fastest half day's ever. I was so excited for the end of the day to come because I knew I was going to hang out with you. It upset me a little to find out that you left the hs and said you would be right back, but you didn't come back for like an hour.. In the meantime waiting for you, I hung out with Josh. He's one funny-ass dude! You eventually came around and I did get a little happier, but the walk towards your place was a little quiet. I ,personally, was a little upset, and I told you that. Even though I was upset at first, to think about it now, it doesn't matter to me. It ended up being an amazing, intense day. Even though it was only a few hours since I had to report back to the highschool at 3:30, everything worked out. :) ammaazing. day.