Balls To The Wall

First day back in school, I kind of don't want to deal with work any more. Midterms start tomorrow and I think I'm pretty much screwed. My self problems are still winning over a majority over me, but I swear I am going to get over it. Pa made us take down the tree tonight, so more room is in the living room. Plus, they are going to send out the LBC boxes out to the Philippines soon, so yay! room!! haha.

Novel Shoe Fetish

Happy Day After Christmas! Umm..I'm still sewing a friggin gift for a friend..I'm almost done though, I'm so happy! Gahh I got new shoes today :D Blowfish is becoming my favorite sho brand..actually I think it already is.. lol Bakers is a favorite store as well.. :D Yay, new shoe fetish! :D Picture of the noneother. <3

Greatest Gift Delivered Tonight

Merry Merry Christmas.. a lot of you should be lucky for the way you spend you holidays. Mine are low-key and I've come to accept that, but I do always wish for more.. I wish for family gatherings and big social scenes, but we can't always get what we want, huh? The entire day was fine until my greatest gift of all was delivered tonight: an arguement with my mother. Good god, those get pretty intense. Over some dishes, really? She kept riding up my butt about it even thoguht I said "Okay". My temper rose and hyperventilation kicked in. She wouldnt stop yelling. I ran to the room to cool off, and she opens the door 10 seconds later and continues to yell at me. Really now? Atleast let me breathe. Photo's of cookies [snowballs] I finished off making for my sister that caused the arguement.

Are We Even Celebrating At All?

Happy Christmas Eve, world. and I guess disregard that if you dont celebrate lol. Being able to wake up late without any worries is such a blessing. Today was my sister's birthday and we just totally celebrated low-key. Around noon, my mom and I sang to my sister as she stood over a tiny Carvel cake. We ate spaghetti;: very common in Filipino celebrations. [I think it's for good luck or something] Its so depressing how my family comes about celebrating the holidays. By 9PM I was sitting exactly where I am now as my dad shut his door, ready to head in for the night. My mom is at work and my brother's gone. My 21 year old sister did not even get piss drunk. This is typically how it is with any holiday -sigh- You get used to it...as much as you don't want to.

Hes So Tired On The Phone Right Now

I'm tired. Christmas party was tongnight...tried to make cookies, tried to make gift.

failure.

Christmas Spirit

I'm kinda of getting in the Christmas spirit..lol I just finished making one of my gifts and I am very proud of it! It is very legit and believeable! lol I have yet to make the portraits of my parents but that still seems to be taking a while. hrmm..I also need to get started on making some cookies with my sister! :D we have these uber cool decorated chinese take-out boxes from Michaels, and I wanna fill them! Look, Ana thinks to herself, "eh?"

Uh..What Time Is It Again?

Blahh I've been working on my hw all night and it's already 4:49AM of Monday. I went shopping today, being the spoiled kid that I am..its Christmas and I should being buying for others and I just got new clothes. xD To be truthful, shopping and getting new clothes helps my self esteem. haha..I have to do a speech in the morning. kinda nervous about that. woo I'm out. I need to take a shower in the next hour. boo. Picture of my when I was trying on clothes

Go Figure

Nothing great happened today.. I almost passed out at church, go figure. I didn't eat the other night cus I slept the whole day. I'm fine now; the whole day I put up the Christmas Tree.