"This Is All I Need In A Day"

Sooo..today began moody, carried on from yesterday. I honestly believe it's because I can even deal a day without seeing you. It becomes this illusion and I become mad and emotional. But for some reason, when I take a cab from Silver Lake to your house, I walk through your door, and you pull me in for a kiss, my whole entire world and my heart is okay again - well, better, at least. I pull away with my eyes closed, try to contain myself, and breathe out slowly. Texting does no justice for my heart. When I think back to it, I still feel like I have a bit of reason to back up my feelings. I felt weird for every little bit of those details. I won't blame it on my period; I won't say I'm hormonal. That never really happens. But as it turns out, I have found myself repeating the same line over and over again when I laid with you, "This is all I need in a day." Photo's of failed art from last night.

First One, Casually

School was a little iffy because my heart can only assume the worst. In times of awkwardness and even the slightest distance, I conclude that there is some kind of problem. Finally, to be alone with you after school is like a change of pace. Being alone with you does miracles on hard feelings. Kicked out of the band room, we first tried to go to your house. Apparently someone was over, so that was off our list of options. We had never really done anything other than head back to your house, so today was definitely something new. I was definitely not up for just leaving to go home, so we found ourselves heading to Dunkin Donuts. The first few minutes we sat down, things still felt a bit wierd. In time, I learned to lift my heart a little, and enjoy the fact that i was with you spending time together. You continue to make fun of my physical features, as I burned on your hair and nose. xD We literally sat there for about an hour and a half, and I loved it entirely. Laughs were frequent; here and there. Eventually, we left and began to walk around. We wandered around the parking lot of School #7 and fonud ourselves going around the highschool and to the stadium. I actually got to hold your hand in public today. What's even better is that it was in your pocket, lol so it was warmer. :D I'm not a humoungous fan of PDA, but it was so nice to have you breathe a bit, outside the restrictions of your religion. I can honestly say I really enjoyed our first official date :D [casually speaking] Friday, we're hopefully having our first formal date to the movies :D I look foreward to this so.. Look, its a gum wrapper on my forehead!

Sweet Sixteen

Decent Birthday.. the biggest highlight of this day that I can say really made my birthday worth it was being with you for that hour after school. :) I felt so relaxed, though you continued to make me laugh with stupid jokes and silly acts. :) Soft kisses from you is all I need on a day like this. Hrmm..I went out to dinner tonight with the family at Cheesecake Factory, also getting my new phone :D woot the enV Touch is pretty chill. I just failed at applying a two-pack of screen protectors onto my new phone. I suck.

First Time In a Good While Really Just Means A Week

-tries to breathe through nose- ..soooo..I'm freaking congested as fack >.> I'm not even sick, which make the idea of it odd. Maybe I'm on the verge of getting sick; who knows?

Today was a really good day :D Full band period two right before Wind Ensemble was like a blessing lol. Hrmm.. but I think most credit goes to the 4-5 minutes inbetween. As soon as certain people left, some kisses filled in the gaps. My smile grew brighter and brighter with each one. A hug from behind, a slap to the face, hitting with the vibraphone mallets- we are so violent. >.> I wouldn't be surprised if bruises start forming after a while; maybe even right now lol. Also, after school was the first time in a good while that we got to spend time alone together. Just sitting in the staircase, escaping all the chaos of the band room; it feels so nice especially because I am with you. Oh how I wish it were Friday right now.