Tagging With Someone New

It was a dumb move for my to go to bed last night at 2AM. This morning I stayed in bed right up until 8:47AM. Then, I got up and actually got ready for Tag Day at 9AM. If it's something that I don't have to be exactly on time for, then I'm going to take my sweet time getting ready :) As it turns out, my partner Shakeera didn't come by til a half hour later. This was my first time tagging with someone other than the usual little group of mine, and it actually wasn't bad. It was fun tagging with Shakeera, but it was so cold and windy! Where you stand around with a container in your hand just asking for money, time goes by at the slowest rate possible. For some reason, putting a smile on and acting cute gets you more donations :D Hmm, it must be the attraction to pedophiles. Other than tagging, I came home with the urge to go to the mall unfulfilled. My family is very low on money, so I guess it's understandable. I ended up experimenting with the new UO catalog I got the otherday. I started working on a piece strictly using colored pencils- no pencil at all. I think it's decent. I kind of messed up the eyes, but I still have to finish up tomorrow. Gotta get those beautiful flowers in! Photo is of just that.

Words Written Words Spoken

Mm...today was a regular Monday..nothing really special about it, but I did have alittle date with my life at Dunkin Donuts this afternoon :D Forgive me for possibly not making sense, but just being with you for two houws and staring into your eye makes my day completely. I could grab your hands and intertwine them with mine, look you in the eyes and you would blush. It's kinda cute. I'm usually the one blushing! haha We definitely both want the same thing..and for you to speak those same words as you texted me last night, gives it so much more effect. I could not contain my heart. Oh, we found a dead mouse today, yuck. Photo's of an amazing whale and a baby whale :D ..but Dan ruined it. -_-

I'm Almost Seeing

Today..worked out well. There was no initial plan, but I kept to what I've promised to do. This first step has been a step forward, thank god. Though I wished to have visited my sickly love, that did not go accordingly. The mother stayed home. In turn, I decided to take Ana back up on her offer to chill after school today. As promised, I would not drop one for the other. I continued to text my love, yet managed to have a fun day with people I haven't hung out with in a while. Jaelynn, Ana, and I went to Dunkin' after school where we became quite acquianted with the cashier there. haha More or less, just Jae. He kept looking over by accident and smiling hahaha she was so freaked out! Then we headed to Ana's house where we sat in the basement and watched Michelle Phan videos and such haha..so much fun! Around 6, we had to leave. Jae got dropped off and we headed to the movies and met up with Karen. We watched The Lovely Bones amongst a sea of obnoxious, immature, tweens. After the movie, we hit B&N where we journeyed through the Bargained Price section. We had so much fun with the Zodiac Sign book deciding whether or not the descriptions of who we supposedly are and our appearance were accurate. I really enjoyed today. Despite any situation, I will always have him in my heart and mind. Ana, if you come across this, I just want you to know that that fact doesn't alter any aspects of when we hang out. I am being fair to both sides. Choosing one over the other is not acceptable. I'm almost seeing a balance forming. Photo's of a poor clearance doll :( lol

First One, Casually

School was a little iffy because my heart can only assume the worst. In times of awkwardness and even the slightest distance, I conclude that there is some kind of problem. Finally, to be alone with you after school is like a change of pace. Being alone with you does miracles on hard feelings. Kicked out of the band room, we first tried to go to your house. Apparently someone was over, so that was off our list of options. We had never really done anything other than head back to your house, so today was definitely something new. I was definitely not up for just leaving to go home, so we found ourselves heading to Dunkin Donuts. The first few minutes we sat down, things still felt a bit wierd. In time, I learned to lift my heart a little, and enjoy the fact that i was with you spending time together. You continue to make fun of my physical features, as I burned on your hair and nose. xD We literally sat there for about an hour and a half, and I loved it entirely. Laughs were frequent; here and there. Eventually, we left and began to walk around. We wandered around the parking lot of School #7 and fonud ourselves going around the highschool and to the stadium. I actually got to hold your hand in public today. What's even better is that it was in your pocket, lol so it was warmer. :D I'm not a humoungous fan of PDA, but it was so nice to have you breathe a bit, outside the restrictions of your religion. I can honestly say I really enjoyed our first official date :D [casually speaking] Friday, we're hopefully having our first formal date to the movies :D I look foreward to this so.. Look, its a gum wrapper on my forehead!

It Never Made It Out Of The Parking Lot

Oh Jesus..I've come to the conclusion that we can never have perfect Fridays. After having a controversial afternoon with you, I got picked up at the high school by my father. I was craving some good old Dunkin Donuts hot chocolate and a glazed stick [stfu dirty minds] and so we passed by the place on the way home. Back in the car, I had my textbook on my lap with the doughnut in a bag and the foam cup sitting on top. I had my hands on top of my cup because we were in the car and I obviously needed to secure it. I know I should have put it in the cup holder, but I was replying to a text from Ana. At the same time, my father was having trouble trying to get onto Joralemon with the passing cars. Every time he tried, he kept stopping short. Finally, the one time he thought he could go, the incoming car didn't stop and my father stopped shorter than ever! Seconds later, there I am with newly poured, hot, hot chocolate all over my legs and lap. The items that used to be on my lap were now on the floor. I tried to stay still and not freak out since we were in the car, but 2 seconds later, the burning sensation settled in and I was unbuttoning my pants and trying to rip them off. >.> When I tried to sit down again, I immediately popped back up. The hot chocolate had spilled on the seat, too. I hate the fact that my father tried to yell at me right after, too, for having the cup open. I DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH IT. My items never made it out of the parking lot safely, and $3.03 had gone to waste on something I was longing for so much. T.T Oh, look: I O.D'd on a jar of Nutella with a fork tonight- again. :D