The Works Of Turtles And God-Awful Pains

Today was a bit painful. Physically, of course. I woke up this morning only to turn over and ball up in pain. Cramps. I feel like they are the most subtle thing that hurts like a mother. Cramps don't exactly feel like someone beating at your stomach, but it's that clenching pain beneath the skin that you don't know how to fend off. For a good while, I tried to contain it. I'm not too bad at holding in pain. This pain was unbearable. I finally mustered up some kind of weakness to take an Advil. Eh, effects weren't going to happen fast enough so I laid back down. My morning continued this way for quite a while. Around noon, Jae came by to drop off her turtle. She's going down to FL for a while and I'll be looking after.. Slopoi? Yeah, I think that's his name. After she came by, I tried to eat something, but even after a bowl of cereal, I found nothing more relieving than to just lay down. My mother came in and I told her what was wrong and so she came back in with an ice pack. I placed it just below my bellybutton and for some reason, it worked. I was texting him at the time, btu I was finally able to fall asleep. The pain was bearable now! Ah, the relief was amazing. I fell asleep twice and it felt so good. Periods suck. Period. -humorous drum hit- Photo is of the turtle. lol I was looking up stuff you can feed turtles. We tried strawberries but he didn't like it. He enjoyed banana though!

He's Having a B.F.! (Bitchfit)

Goodness...I really need to stop baking. It's getting tiring and tempting! There are points where I just wanna eat the brownies for myself >_> I really surprised I actually got all my homework done tongiht..well most of it. I had expected to still be sitting here right now, gouging my eyes out, begging for sleep. Hrm..today was nothing too crazy.. This morning, pa's period came and he had a bitch fit right before church. On the car ride there, he decides he is jsut going to drop my mother, my siter, and I off and he's going home. He's suchhh a girl I swear! Photo to be uploaded is of brownies -_-

"This Is All I Need In A Day"

Sooo..today began moody, carried on from yesterday. I honestly believe it's because I can even deal a day without seeing you. It becomes this illusion and I become mad and emotional. But for some reason, when I take a cab from Silver Lake to your house, I walk through your door, and you pull me in for a kiss, my whole entire world and my heart is okay again - well, better, at least. I pull away with my eyes closed, try to contain myself, and breathe out slowly. Texting does no justice for my heart. When I think back to it, I still feel like I have a bit of reason to back up my feelings. I felt weird for every little bit of those details. I won't blame it on my period; I won't say I'm hormonal. That never really happens. But as it turns out, I have found myself repeating the same line over and over again when I laid with you, "This is all I need in a day." Photo's of failed art from last night.