Mother Nature Sucks

I woke up at 12:30PM today! There is always a sense of slight disgust with myself, but oh well. I feel like when I wake up at any second before 11AM, I still have a morning to spare. But when my groggy eyes fix onto a clock reading 12:30PM or any minute in the eleventh hour, I feel like a morning was wasted. Not much happened today (it's not like my life is exploding with events), but I still have the greatest urge to go to GSP mall! Buddies from the other night actually invited me to go earlier, but because I came home so late, I knew it wasn't happening. Today was also more focused on hustling my ass on all the work I have waiting for me, due Monday. It is a very stressful thing too - waiting for your period. It is more especially irritating when the lame iPod app you downloaded lies to you, saying it was supposed to come 4 days ago. Come on, Mother Nature! Photo is of a spider I killed this morning. -_-'


And here's another photo just for the sake of it's cuteness.

God Liked Us Today

Ohh, what a good day today was :) apparently God was on our side this afternoon! Acter school I had planned to stay at the Soph class meeting for Deck-A-Wall, but some schedule conflicts happened and they club meeting was canceled :) I spent the day with you and it felt so nice. We went to 7-11 and just sat on the side of the building and took the day in. Photo is of just that. :)

Mr. Fixit

Good god..its been another crap day.. but resolve has found its way around the corner tonight. i really pray tomorrow pulls through.. and i can keep some composure..some optimism together for -us- . The negative and positive parts of being so open collided over time.. I became so open and comfortable with letting out my feelings that i couldnt completely see yours. Then I asked you to be completely honest about what you were thinking and how my actions and behavior has been upsetting you. The good shone through your truthful answer and with that I can create thoughts thats turn into opinions -for change. I pray for a day - better. Oh and apparently the ex finally want to become aquainted..we'll see how this pans out tomorrw. Photo to be uploaded is of ..crap i cant remember what picture I took..OH. hahaha its of the random drawing i did on the pile of boxes in the band room. Its pretty hot.

Apologetic For The Silly Things

So the grandparents are now gone. I came home to find the cousins sitting in the kitchen for dinner. They have been around more often since the grandparents have been around. It was an interesting evening. We watched TV and laughed around. Around 6:30 my entire family went to the Newark airport to drop them off. It is sad yes, but I can only pray that they have a safe trip. Today jealousy didn't really, really get to me. I more or less accepted what happened and just asked if it did. I guess..mentioning any time is just annoying now, and I do apologize for that. I don't know what happened today..I think I ruined the mood with that because then on, I didn't feel so into it. I promise to stop. I trust you with all of my heart- I really do. Hrmm.. As for other topics, the scare we put ourselves in is not safe at all. I'm honestly just looking forward to tomorrow. It's Friday :D Photo's of Olga driving!!! She gave me a ride home- thanks Olga! LOL It's only her second time driving with her official license.

35% Are Wacking Off

Good god, chat roulette is quite the hilarious site, yet the greatest form of today's entertainment! I spent the afternoon at Ana's; it's honestly nice to relive some good laughs. Gah, it doesn't help reliving some familiar screams based on videos that pop up with an unsightly image at the end, though. I can never seem to get over those. I'm really getting used to taking the bus and I really don't mind it. I took the bus to the other side of town today and walked the rest of the distance; the walks don't bother me anymore :D Anyways, I'm pretty happy with how today turned out. I was so scared to make plans, but here I am bragging about a well-laughed afternoon. Chat roulette is very interesting! About 35% of all users are jerking off and you can become a 100% asshole! I swear, there is some kind of relief being able to do that! I would love to play it again, along with reliving another day like this :D Btw, I fixed Ana's Ring Of Death on her 360! [by accidentally knocking it over] bahahah Photo's of my long-lived friend, the pig-pillow. He's so soft. :3

Sing Us A Song Of The Century

Mmm..I don't know what's going on. I thought I was being pretty optimistic today, but I guess I fucked up? I don't know. I didn't know where you head was at this afternoon and I've been worried ever since. I came home at like 5 and did my homework. Maybe I should start doing it earlier, because it gives me more time to procrastinate. I watched the Winter X Games tonight. That was cool. I wasss gonna sleep, but I decided to play around with the pastels Kim gave me for Christmas. It's not my forte, but I tried anyway.

God Loves Us?

Wooo one more day until I'm sixteen :D ..eh I'm not that hyped up for it, but its still a day I am grateful for.. Today was..oh boy today. haha Hiding in closets, sneaking out the side door without getting caught, speed walking to the highschool: that is what made up my afternoon. I don't know whether god loves us or time was just on our side today because the timing with everything that happened was so close-called! As soon as I walked up to the front of the highschool, I saw my dad's mini-van pulling up by School #7. As I think about it now, I can't help but laugh. I am very light-hearted about it and all I can think about is how secretive we must always be! I swear, we're living some mission impossible shiz haha. Even though we can't openly be together whether it be public or private, I love every mishap, event, and adventure of this relationship. :D ..So I didn't take a picture today. Here's a picture of the post I'm typing right now. XD