Te Amo Con Todo Mi Corazon

No, I am not a fan of arguements nor do I have a fetish for them. I am not a magnet to it. I have simply lost my consciousness of what I was doing and moving too freely by thought and mouth. I'm slowly molding a better understanding from all of these mistake that I am making, and I apologize for having to take you along for such a bumpy ride. I think it's kind of nice how neither of us would agree to any kind of "break", but then again I would rather not push it. Forever yours, I will continue to try to be better for you. Happy Easter to all! I hope your's was much more enjoyeable than mine ever is! [along with every other holiday] And if you don't celebrate it, well.. Happy Sunday :) Goodnight. Photo is of a phrase, which I realized this morning, that I need to always hold close to me. I got bored and decided to paint it on my ankle.

"He's Fast: He's At The End And You Still at Start"

Gahh.. I seriously hate being without a laptop.. I wouldnt mind the idea of posting from my ipod so much if I had great wifi in my apartment, but I dont. Today is a sad disappointment just in fact that I wish couldve hung out with you after school, just the two of us. What was still unfortuate turned out to be okay. We just hung out in the band room alone as you played guitar and I jokingly made up lyrics. They were pretty good I will not lie. The bad singing was not fake though, as much as I wish it were haha . Tomorrow morni g should seem the play out well.. Hopefully I get ro enjoy some breakfast with the guy I love.. Maybe some good old eggs and pancakes! Nom! Photo to be posted is of a pastel drawing I did tonight.

Psyched

Eghh..today did not start out the best.. Eventually, things patched up this afternoon. I'm pretty psyched for this week because of HSPAs Today was basically our only full day of school this week and tomorrow I ain't waking up at 7AM! Gimme another hour or so and we're good :) Hopefully I can get some breakfast with a lover, or just spend time with him, to say the least.. The cookies sold well today! >:D Photo's of Papa the Taliban and his wife haha..

Morris Knolls 84.95

I'm actually surprised about our score today..going up 5 points is pretty damned good. Frankly, I kind of thought the show was not so great-but maybe that just me. I will always love the bus rides to and from competitions.. they are just too great. XD On the way there, we took some pictures and immitated Mrs. Miskovich and alll of her facial expressions. Jaelynn does it best! Hrmm...on the way back was the period to be obnoxiously loud! I think that..because we finally got the name of some kid from Montville, Jaelynn and I were hyper. As soon as we hit the road, the two of us began to sing, at the top of our lungs, to just about every song that came on the radio! We didn't know the words to most of them, but thats where our amazing mumbling and humming came in! haha We should make a band. And Ana, if you are reading this. I AM NOT CLINGY.

LOL..let's hope Jaelynn doesn't see this.

[editted new picture just for Jaelynn. She threatened to hit me with a sledgehammer or something]

First Day Of The Longest Stretch

So that Monday was a good one. For some reason, I always get excited on the first day of band camp. I mean really, who isn't? I woke up that morning feeling ready for some hardcore work. I had my water jug ready full with ice cold water, sunblock ready to be applied, money for lunch, and soffee shorts and tank tops ready to be sweat in! (yeah that last one was kind of gross) It kind of felt like the first day of school, but better. When I woke up, I also felt sore in the legs. Thanks to the day before at Mt. Creek and all the walking!

As nice as I felt when I woke up, that feeling didn't last very long. At about 8:40 AM, I was ready to leave, so I woke up my brother. Actually, I've been trying to wake him up since about 8:30 AM. I had everything ready by the stairs, so I was just waiting for my brother. By the time he woke up for real, I thought, "Alright let's leave..any later and I might be late." My brother started looking for his car keys and we started realizing he couldn't find them. Now for a little side note: To know me, you would know that I tend to panic sometimes on last minute things. It was about 8:45AM and I was tearing our living room apart. It didn't help that our house was a mess to begin with since there were no parents in state to clean up. Papers were going every where, bags were being thrown around, and pillows and blankets were on the floor. That scene looked exactly as I will describe: me throwing everything around and looking under the couch and whatnot panicking like theres no tomorrow. I thguht to my self "how the hell am I gonna be late on the FIRST day!" I wasn't up for running laps on day 1. Then, there's my brother still half asleep, walking around, chill, just looking for his keys. I think that moment got my blood pressure off the charts! (I also had to pick up Regina for practice as well. so, that didn't help either.)

My brother then decides to call my sister asking if she took them. She replies stating that my brother had left them in the door the night before, so she took them out and placed them at the bottom of the steps. At this point I'm thinkinging, "grrrreeeatttt....CAN WE LEAVE NOW?!" I really am such a spaz. It's nothing to be proud about haha..me and my procrastination..

So we are finally on our way and I text Shannon that we would be a little late right after picking up Regina. I get the reply:

Shannon 8:52 AM

Oh its okay we're not doing anything yet

Monday, August 17th, 2009

I stopped to think. It was the first day of Band Camp. We have a Breakfast on the first day, every year. I just panicked for no good reason. I'm such a failure. Haha..so yeah go ahead and laugh at me right now. -waits-

So we get there and have a nice, subtle breakfast of bagels, eggs, munchkins, snacks, and drinks in the auditorium. Excitement is shared between rookies and veterans as we eat away. When everyone finished, we made a circle on the stage and sat down to introduce each and every person, new and old. It was kind of nice to know that this year we couldn't even fit every one in the circle! This year our size has moved from about 45 member knocked up to about 70! After that, we went onto the field and did stretching and all that warm up jazz and started drill and basics. By the end of that day I was worn out, anxious to jump in the shower, and sleep; only to do the same thing the next day.

Call be a band nerd. I don't care :) It makes me happy.