Better Than Expected

Surprisingly, today worked out better than expected. It kind of bummed me out that we weren't going to just hang out today, but I lived through it. We ended up staying in the high school.. even thoguht Mrs. B left, the band room was still open for the play rehearsal. We hung out with what was left of the band peeps, playing concentration 64, the ABCD slap game, and Shimmy Shimmy. The idea that everything was so low key was amazing :D It was a sad thing to hear that you had to leave when Josh called.. It felt nice just leaning my head on your shoulder as you played guitar, just the two of us in the room. I promised us that I would try my best to not let emotions get the best of me, and I was honest when I said I wasn't upset. Plus, I made the best of it as I walk you out. :D And all the way down the hall, I kissed until we reached the front doors. :D I love you :) Photo's of Joe Salems great lefty/righty works on the board. haha.

"He's Fast: He's At The End And You Still at Start"

Gahh.. I seriously hate being without a laptop.. I wouldnt mind the idea of posting from my ipod so much if I had great wifi in my apartment, but I dont. Today is a sad disappointment just in fact that I wish couldve hung out with you after school, just the two of us. What was still unfortuate turned out to be okay. We just hung out in the band room alone as you played guitar and I jokingly made up lyrics. They were pretty good I will not lie. The bad singing was not fake though, as much as I wish it were haha . Tomorrow morni g should seem the play out well.. Hopefully I get ro enjoy some breakfast with the guy I love.. Maybe some good old eggs and pancakes! Nom! Photo to be posted is of a pastel drawing I did tonight.

Hyper-Clothism

So I kind of got hyper tonight, while trying on a few new clothes. I went to the mall this afternoon with my parents, and stocked up on earrings, necklaces, and leggings :D There was this one necklace with a sparrow on it that I have been looking for- for such a long while now. I think it's one of the most beautiful ones I've ever seen and lone behold [<-I hope I used that phrase right], I found it at the store Icing! What even better is that it came in four different colors and I just couldn't choose! haha So anyways, I came home and there I was trying on new leggings with new hot, sexy [haha] heels and mixing up some outfits! I just got really hyper and got into a little skip every now and then and I changed clothes. Hrmm..I really hope an opportunity comes up soon, so I can where 'em :D

Like A Limp Koala

Happy Hump Day! XD Today was a pretty good day, nothing too bad happened. I love the second that the bell rings at 2:31PM. Getting through a whole day, I can now get my reward :D haha Spending time with him is what I look forward to every day, and it never disappoints me. Unfortunately, a friend of his was around, so we couldn't do much in the band room. It was still fun though.. I jumped onto his back and just hung there like a limp weight/koala. I don't usually feel comfortable jumping on people, because I'm too heavy for them to carry. In this case, Jacob didn't seem to have too much of a problem with me, it was shocking XD Rehearsal today was alright, just kind of boring. I absolutely love, though, how we have been sweating inside more than being outside. My gloves now have sweat blotches on it- quite attractive! As I talk to him now, it's getting really harder to wait for Friday. XD ..and yeah I know you're reading this. lol

Not In The Mood

Day 2 didn't trail off as gorgeously as yesterday did. I was waiting for the the whole day to pass so I could see you, but around period 6 Lunch, I discovered that you weren't up to par. She found out and became very, very pissed off. I was actually having a decent day, but to find out that you're upset makes me feel similarly. The end of school finally came around and I found out she was crying a lot. >.> It made me feel bad, but when we met up in the band room, my whole day lit up again. I was with you and that was one of the only things that mattered. Still to this day, texting you brings me such good feelings inside that I can almost tell that you feel too. [other than the fact that you've told me XD] It always ends my nights nicely, and allows me to sleep good. :) Oh, LOL according to the picture, we fit Jaelynn into one of the top lockers in the band room :D