God Liked Us Today

Ohh, what a good day today was :) apparently God was on our side this afternoon! Acter school I had planned to stay at the Soph class meeting for Deck-A-Wall, but some schedule conflicts happened and they club meeting was canceled :) I spent the day with you and it felt so nice. We went to 7-11 and just sat on the side of the building and took the day in. Photo is of just that. :)

Thumbs Up, High Five

So today seemed to work out well. Negativity and social skills have found their way into something better. Throughout the whole day, I chatted with various people all throughout my classes and felt pretty good. Theres something about staying in a positive mindset thay can get you through the day. I know its silly to want to be atleast aquainted with your boyfriend's ex, but I just dont like the awkwardness so why not break it? Jazz band was pretty good, I'm surprisingly a little sad thay we don't have it tomorrow, but I won't complain :) Today we also walked to Wendys to get a little something to eat, so it was nice to really spend time with you :) Photo is of quail eggs I saw at East West. I abslutely love thosee ! Mm so goood

Calimed As Ours

So I know that you say many of my blog posts have not been positive lately. Well I am sure that today was a very good one. Before jazz band, we spent like 15 minutes in our staircase. I feel like we have every right to claim it as ours because we havent so many memories there! Ahh, this afternoon I also made you cam-whore with me for a while, experimenting with silly poses and such. Photo is of my favorite from today. :)

Te Amo Con Todo Mi Corazon

No, I am not a fan of arguements nor do I have a fetish for them. I am not a magnet to it. I have simply lost my consciousness of what I was doing and moving too freely by thought and mouth. I'm slowly molding a better understanding from all of these mistake that I am making, and I apologize for having to take you along for such a bumpy ride. I think it's kind of nice how neither of us would agree to any kind of "break", but then again I would rather not push it. Forever yours, I will continue to try to be better for you. Happy Easter to all! I hope your's was much more enjoyeable than mine ever is! [along with every other holiday] And if you don't celebrate it, well.. Happy Sunday :) Goodnight. Photo is of a phrase, which I realized this morning, that I need to always hold close to me. I got bored and decided to paint it on my ankle.

Mah Cousin Fer Life :)

It feels like you're not even trying right now, but whatever. Hrmm.. I look back on today and see nothing special. It's sad for me to admit that I woke up and did nothing. I kind of would rather have slep tthe whole day away. Finally being able to chat online, I was talking to the bestie about how one of these Summers I'm going to buy a plane ticket and visit him in Cali >:] We are going to roadtrip down to LA and SF and live it up! It honestly has me so excited for the time we can finally drive and jsut be our own. I haven't seen this boy for like a year from the last time he visited, but boy do I miss him so! I swear..if he was here, our hs years would be so epic. I highly believe, my emotions wouldn't be on such a rampage because he'd probably slap me silly before they did. haha Photo is of a parallel text off of Sparknotes that I printed out for Macbetha-tha.

Be A Teen & Explore

I'm coming to realize that I need to move on. Sure I still want to fix what
I've wronged, but on days like this, when it doesn't work out I should find something else to do. I need to explore the sociableness of my persona, instead of conserving it for a select few. I'm 16 and shouldn't let all the problems of the my mind pull me apart. This world was made for billions of people. I need to get the jist of meeting my share of them. Today I went to the doctor's to get some prescription for allergy meds. I learned that I have grown a bit and lost a bit of 5 pounds. Eh, I'll probably gain it back, but it was seriously a happy spark in my mediocre day. I need to get a life lol. Photo's of the obvious. I went to Masagana after the doctor's to get food. *shivers*

UO Amazingg

Hrmm.. I could be lame and do some kind of April Fool's joke but naahh..hrm today I was actually social on a decent level! Whoever I talking to, I kep the conversation well together! :D After school, jazz was bearable, and after that I had to let you go. I'm coming to some kind of acceptence of letting you go to friends, but I still dont like it! haha I went to the nice Ueban Outfitters up in Montclair today for the first time ever..it was really nice! :D I ended up buying some nice v-necks and a nice shirt. I love it there! I also got a fake mustache mirror and nail polish woot! Photo is of you and your Play-Doh mustache :D