LOL. Finals Are Ovaa!!

So..never leave me alone. It may lead to violent, tragic thoughts like wanting to get into a car accident on the way home from the mall. Because in that situation, maybe God will give me another chance. I'll be in a hospital bed and old friends I've drifted from will come back caring, regardless of what I've done to them, how unfair I've been. From there, my new chance would begin and the second they ask me to chill, the "yes!" is already out of my mouth.

Today was the last day of finals - THANK GOD! I finished my Chem final in 10 minutes and drew the following photo in the time to spare. Today was also Band Room Clean-Up which was alright. There were still teachers in the building and we got in trouble like twice for being loud. I guess we really pissed them off this time! haha I don't really care. Afterwards, I got a little upset. I wanted to hang out with you. We are friends and I want to repair our friendship. I regret the bad choices I have made because it pulled apart. Hell yes, I'll admit that I'm jealous you're so close with them! We used to be like that, and I used to be at your place every day. They're definitely more entertaining though.. I was never much of a show. And now, you guys make plans, and I really don't have anyone. I'm the loner nowadays and I basically go home every day. It's my fault though, and it kills me. It didn't effect me right away because I randomly got picked up by Jae, Alo, and Joriz to play volleyball. We played along with a group of RU kids, which was fun. When I got home, my parents were getting ready to leave for the mall and I went with. Tha'ts when everything hit me. I was aggravated with myself. I was lonely and bitter. Kind of like an old man, you know? The guilt trips came rushing back, and I don't blame them. I have been such a bad friend, not only to you, but to everyone. I'm so sorry, again.

"Wow Backwards Is Wow!"

The variety in my life has definitely been staged today and I feel so happy about it. I hung out with new people I usually don't chill with and I was myself! Sure, I may have been quiet a few times, but I put my best foot forward and for that I am satisfied. At first, I chilled with Roland at his house and ate his leftovers. Mmm, KFC baby! Then, we went to play volleyball in Kearny. Chubbs almost got eaten by a hawk - the poor baby! :[ I really sucked at volleyball in the sand, but whatever - the sun was in my face too! Later, Roland left and Alo, Joriz, Laila, Mikki Jo, and I went to eat at Hooters. It was my first time and I must say the wings are fucking amazing!! It was also Trivia Night which was pretty fun! Then, to end the night, we met up with a few more people and went to Babo and got some tasty bubble tea! Yuum! We stood by the water for a while, taking in the cold and its entirety. By then, my worry to get home was already a bit high. Eventually I got home. Driving around is by far one of the funnest things ever. The idea of just driving around and laughing at this and that and telling stories is something I completely favor as I am willing to do it again :) Photo is of Rolando's Winnie the Pooh gummy bear work of art! :D

"Run Until I Get Sick" My Ass!

Practice today was some kind of bullshit stunt pulled by our instructors. We practiced in the gym because we couldn't get the auditorium. Girls were constantly getting yelled at for timing issues, not doing the right work, or whatever reason PJ came up with. I don't know if he noticed, but to amplify any type of sound in a gym causes an echo. Therefore, girls in the back can't hear shiznit. I really feel bad for them, considering that Milenz had the nerve to tell us to take laps around gym until she got sick. We have no respect for her, under the fact that she tells us not to be lazy, as she sits down. (preferably with a bagel or some type of food in her mouth.) Previous to practice beginning, the girls found a volleyball and played around with the nice net. It was so fun! :D Hrmm..but I think the hours before that are what make up the highlight of my day. :] I hung out with Jacob the whole afternoon, sitting in the staircase, hoping no one would pass by. The track team was down the hall the whole time, so I got paranoid. haha goood day =D