Showing posts with label yesterday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label yesterday. Show all posts

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Equivalent To It's Tomorrow?

So... I believe I just finished baking 9 dozen cookies, half of which are chocolate chip, while the other half is of double chocolate chunk. Sounds tasty, huh? Typically, I stop eating by 8:30 everyday, but baking tonight made me go against that standard -_-' I needed to taste some to make sure! As far as I'm concerned them shet be goood! :3 I feel redeemed from the last bake sale I actually tried to bake something..we won't discuss that here, though. Amongst tonight, I also realized that no day will be as great as the one before or equivalent to it's tomorrow. This revelation can play out to be something positive or negative. More or less, a individual person's level of optimism determines that part. In scenario one, you have a bad day. The worst thing you could possibly imagine happens- the nightmare you want to wake up from. Tomorrow won't be as bad, that is something you can count on. It is impossible for the same day to repeat itself twice in a lifetime. Scenario 2 accounts for the individual greed for happiness we each posses. The best thing you could possibly ever imagined has happened today. You are on Cloud 9 and definitely don't want to leave. I'm sorry to burst your bubble, but tomorrow won't be as epic. Happiness in tomorrow is only today's after-effect and that spuratic feeling of excitement is no longer present. As much as we can shut our eyes tight and wish, the same day isn't happening twice. This is all life in action. Sorry if I confused you. :] Photo's of sushi I had today with the brah. Nom :D

Friday, January 29, 2010

Regardless Of Time And Difficulty

One of the greatest feelings in life is resolution. It is the light at the end of that dark tunnel that many have referred to as their own personal "hell". Sometimes there are situations when you feel like it's all over. But once you go through hell and are in the light looking back, you can finally take a sigh of relief. The thing about resolution is that it is very spontaneous. It can happen immediately. It can happen within a couple of hours, or for the unfortunate- a day or more. That's what happened today. The situation went wrong yesterday and I didn't pick at it. I really wanted to though. We didn't text since we parted ways yesterday and it killed me for the rest of the day, into today. This resolution didn't come somewhat until period 10 lunch. Every period before that, we walked the halls and you wouldn't even look at me, you wouldn't talk. I asked what's wrong and you say you're fine. My disbelief was strong. At lunch, I confronted you and we talked. I was glad that you finally opened up about it because essentially, that means we could find a hopeful solution. I think just knowing lifts a great weight off my shoulders. After school, we left as soon as possible. I feel like..now that we were finally alone, we could take a breather and sort this out. I feel like the moment I really got to kiss you, we had already taken three steps forward. From then on, resolution finally came around. I finally got to look into those eyes and confess how much I love you. Regardless of time and difficulty, resolution is gorgeous. Spur of the moment, I sketched this piece.