"I'm Honestly Falling In Love With You All Over Again From Square One"

And so we count down.. one more day to deal with and then Dorney Park! :) As weather.com foretells, Friday will be nice. As of today, things were nice too. Well, for the most part. My English class just irritated me, though. Hrm.. today we also had that outdoor BBQ thing for lunch today, which really made me sad! They closed off all other lines to serve cheeseburgers, hotdogs, and rib-BQ's (idk). But really, what if a poor old girl like myself just wanted a simple cheese steak?! I couldn't even have that! :( I settled for the cold cheeseburger. Oh well, haha. Moving on. Today felt good with you. I can quote myself and say that "I'm honestly falling in love with you all over again from square one." You thought it could be taken in a bad way, but it's in the best meaning possible. After all our arguments, I feel like I'm finally starting on a clean slate with my feelings for you - purified like Brita. (lol) You said the look in my eyes was something you hadn't seen in a while which mean much to me. I'm glad the way I feel shows through my eyes, which you can read so well. Boy, you are my favorite reader. :) My father talked to me today, hitting me with another one of his lectures. I actually held back and played it mature, not arguing. I understand his points, but I also kept my defense up. I think we both understand each other. I joked around at the end, saying, "Awww , your little girl is growing up!! :3 " along with a hug. Photo is of 12th period doodle!

SUPAH BOWL SUNDAY!

Yeahh..so I honestly didn't know that today was the big day. I eventually found out after church while eating lunch with a my cousins at a Viet restaurant. The best part about it was that when I found out, I was surprised just for a second, and then I didn't care anymore. Maybe I would be more into it, had I grown up attending these Super Bowl Parties. Well, anyways, I spent the majority of my day texting the love and just relaxing. I'm really trying to not eat as much, but I feel like that has been a fail for the past few weeks. Hopefully, I can find some reform in these upcoming days. I really wish I had a legit picture, but I think this is the best I can get. Lmfao, my guinea pig is evil.

Traumatized Childhood

New semester started today. I can't believe I see you more often that usual, it's great. I was starving all day until period 10 lunch.. You noticed the burn marks on my face that I was hoping you wouldn't. You're too good, my friend -.-' Hrmm.. I came home and my aunt and cousin were over for dinner with the grandparents and whatnot by the time I came home.. I actually had fun with her tonight. We looked up videos to see if Lady Gaga was really a man, and I ended up falling for a pop-up video and running my ass over to the couch and digging my head into my sister's shoulder like a pansy. I went to Target tonight to got some new concealer and foundation. I have concluded that it is very hard to determine the right skin tone. I still don't know what I am, but I tried to pick the shade that suited me best.. it's not too bad. Photo's of Zune HD 32GB that my cousin reaally wants.. we designed it and everything :D It makes me resent getting an iPod lol.

Regardless Of Time And Difficulty

One of the greatest feelings in life is resolution. It is the light at the end of that dark tunnel that many have referred to as their own personal "hell". Sometimes there are situations when you feel like it's all over. But once you go through hell and are in the light looking back, you can finally take a sigh of relief. The thing about resolution is that it is very spontaneous. It can happen immediately. It can happen within a couple of hours, or for the unfortunate- a day or more. That's what happened today. The situation went wrong yesterday and I didn't pick at it. I really wanted to though. We didn't text since we parted ways yesterday and it killed me for the rest of the day, into today. This resolution didn't come somewhat until period 10 lunch. Every period before that, we walked the halls and you wouldn't even look at me, you wouldn't talk. I asked what's wrong and you say you're fine. My disbelief was strong. At lunch, I confronted you and we talked. I was glad that you finally opened up about it because essentially, that means we could find a hopeful solution. I think just knowing lifts a great weight off my shoulders. After school, we left as soon as possible. I feel like..now that we were finally alone, we could take a breather and sort this out. I feel like the moment I really got to kiss you, we had already taken three steps forward. From then on, resolution finally came around. I finally got to look into those eyes and confess how much I love you. Regardless of time and difficulty, resolution is gorgeous. Spur of the moment, I sketched this piece.

Roast Her On A Stick

Oh, Jesus Christo. Coming from yesterday's 6PM pass out, I woke up this morning at 6AM. Hrmm..but I didn't necessarily get up until 7:30AM :D haha. Unfortunately, this whole day was practice from 9AM-3PM. The morning kind of dragged through, and by the end of the morning me Jaelynn were shoving dirt in out sticks [boy, does that sound wrong], giving Cammy piggy back rides, and roasting her on a stick. Lunch wasn't any better because mine sucked. I had two 2-day old donuts, couple Fiber One bars [the flavor i dislike, mind you], and water. That wasn't fun. After lunch, things went by a little better and all was well. By dismissal, we were in the front of the hs playing jumprope with a long roll of wire. ghetto.