"I'm Honestly Falling In Love With You All Over Again From Square One"

And so we count down.. one more day to deal with and then Dorney Park! :) As weather.com foretells, Friday will be nice. As of today, things were nice too. Well, for the most part. My English class just irritated me, though. Hrm.. today we also had that outdoor BBQ thing for lunch today, which really made me sad! They closed off all other lines to serve cheeseburgers, hotdogs, and rib-BQ's (idk). But really, what if a poor old girl like myself just wanted a simple cheese steak?! I couldn't even have that! :( I settled for the cold cheeseburger. Oh well, haha. Moving on. Today felt good with you. I can quote myself and say that "I'm honestly falling in love with you all over again from square one." You thought it could be taken in a bad way, but it's in the best meaning possible. After all our arguments, I feel like I'm finally starting on a clean slate with my feelings for you - purified like Brita. (lol) You said the look in my eyes was something you hadn't seen in a while which mean much to me. I'm glad the way I feel shows through my eyes, which you can read so well. Boy, you are my favorite reader. :) My father talked to me today, hitting me with another one of his lectures. I actually held back and played it mature, not arguing. I understand his points, but I also kept my defense up. I think we both understand each other. I joked around at the end, saying, "Awww , your little girl is growing up!! :3 " along with a hug. Photo is of 12th period doodle!

Brick Walls to Doors

So this whole week is something I just want to finish. I want to get Deck-A-Wall over with and just hop onto that bus to Ohio! Tonight, I got home and just continued working on items I'm going to need for tomorrow when we put it up. I laid out the table covers on the floor, specifically the red one, and began to paint lines all across and down. A brick wall. I had another table cover to do the same thing to, then I made a door. It came out pretty decent. I deleted the photos I had of it, so here's a filler.

That Packet Of Papers

It surprised me that you actually cared for once to make our efforts work. Anyways, today continues the finally digressing stresses of this week. Deck-a-wall is something I am finally almost done with, THANK YOU. Today I actually finished the cardboard stoop. A greater feeling of excitement has finally surfaced, as we got our Band Trip itineraries today. I feel like that simple packet of papers creates such un imagineable excitements. Here we come Oh-Hiyooo! :D Photo is of cardboard stoop of success!

Stress Relief via Kohl's

Rain rain raaiinn.. It wont stop! Good. Maybe we can have a flood and have no school tmmrw! Today I relieved my stresses and eagerness to go shopping. Sure it wasn't the amazing mall, but it had to do. We went to Kohl's and I picked up two skirts for the concert and -finally- a pair of my own aviators :) i love how papa got mad at me for buying useless things (sunglesses) when hes the one who akways gets su glasses. ;P Photo is of some novelty egg basket that reminded me of his profile picture. wierd.

Well-Understood

Ah, my plotting is almost complete..just a day or more left. :) Oh goodness, it is so nice finally being able to let others in on your world and get some outside comfort. It opens a new door in an already amazing friendship that extends into forever. To tell another person, you feel this great relief and finally have the opportunity to breathe. They give you feedback; they give their own opinions; per say, they support your mindset and understand. It's not like I was lying about it.. I just never got the chance to fully explain! :D Today was essentially perfect. Along with this relief, I still snuck in those so-anticipated-for kisses in our moments of privacy. Some will just never understand. :)

I've Found You.

I feel like my whole world has cleared up. Tonight brought around the most heart opening conversations that I should have had a few months back. I finally realized why it wasn't working out. Our status is only meant to be kept at a level of friendship at most. You told me that you're heart beated faster every time you saw me. I couldn't take it and told you my honest thoughts. I was mentally lost in this relationship and my heart wasn't beating as fast. I finally acknowledged what does make my heart race though. My smile gets bigger as this person replies to me right now. The fullest of moons can't even beat the brightness of my smile in this dark room. As you said, best night ever.

Oh, I went to my pediatritian today for a physical. All sophmores are required to get one this year, so today was my day. It was so awkward how they made me change into a medical gown.. I also got three shots. D: Two boosters and one Tetanus shot. Apparently it now looks like I have Tetanus because i also got bit by a mosquito tonight at practice. >.>