A Week's Nirvana

A week, a week, a weeeeeeeeeeeeek! We will make it!!! Our Nirvana will be everyday, not just Fridays. So today was...I wouldn't say amazing, but somewhere a little less from that. Goodness, I love love love being able to see you more often during the day. Once of my favorite points in the day is lunch. I meet up with you after my study and we stop by my locker. By the time I'm done, the hall is pretty empty and I get to grab your hand with mine and lace my fingers in between your own. And, if luck may have it, the hall stays empty and I kiss your cheek. Then, I walk a little bit in front of you to steal a few from your lips :) I feel so cynical for taking those risks in school, but I won't deny the fact that I love getting away with it all. After school, I think was the first time we actually really talked about problems and analyzing them in person. The great part is that it wasn't in an argumentative manner either. With every bit of sincerity in me, I would look into you eyes and express myself. We are both willing to make our relationship work. I wouldn't let stupid emotions or monotony bring us down. I once said, "I'm in only if you're in." You said yes. Therefore, we aren't going anywhere. <3

My Attention To The Irrelevant

I've become more prone to tearing up. Ever since I've been with you, I've become so openly emotional. Goodness, sometimess I can irritate myself! I would never let myself tear up in public, but they just find there way out of my eyes. I've become more sensitive to words and their meaning, even if they don't have any at all. I feel so embarrassed. I can get upset for something so irrelevant. A joke is a joke right? Why should I, so quickly, take offence? It's funny because I kept asking myself that same question over and over again, for the rest of those 40 minutes today. Considering what I've put you guys through, I feel like one little thing bursts the bubble and I'm just gone. My efforts are so sensitive because I'm scared it will all collapse. I don't even know. I'm writing this and I keep shaking my head. I can't put this situation into an understanding. I wish I didn't have to feel these emotions. My attention to irrelevance is so acute. I thought my FB results were funny. They're practically all gay.

Look, I Told a Joke!

So..I can't remember what happened today.. uh.. yeah.. dot dot.

Wanna hear a yo mamma joke? No? Okay. :D


Yo Momma so fat I ran around her and got lost!


How about a black joke? No? Okay :D


How long does it take a black woman to take a shit? 9 months.

i love you.




btw, look my grandparents are having a great time in Cali, site-seeing. They're on a cruise right now to Mehico. I wish I was them.