And The Balloon Goes Pop!

'I could say I don't want to talk about today, but that's unfair. Hrmm..I can recall being so content during the day. I was honestly so excited to finally spend a day with you well-after a good week or so. It upset me at the end of the day, after I couldn't find you for a good while, that you broke the news to me. When I asked where you were, you stated that you were in the front, as if I was supposed to know! Then, on top of those feelings, my day's anticipations were crushed. It's not the first time that has happened, but what can we do? Anyways, I guess I'm at fault for us not going anywhere until an hour later of waiting in the front. I was still in this state of deflation, my anticipation popped with the needle of today's reality. I couldn't decide where to go because I always say we should go to Dunkin Donuts or Wendy's and so I don't know where else. I came to terms with the fact that we can't be like that for the short afternoon we have. I wasn't going to stand around with the group of people out in front; I wanted to be with you. Call me greedy, I don't care. We ended up roaming Walgreen's aimlessly and then settling down at Wendy's for a Oreo Twisted Frosty. We laughed and the situation got better. I was so glad to actually be with you. It took a while to jump back onto my feelings of content, but we somewhat got there. I lost it again slightly when we finally had to leave. I love you for waiting at the bus stop with me. I swear, I would've pushed you onto the bus to take you home with me. Instead, as the 74 bus approached, I ran to you and gave you a hug- to say good bye for the next three days. IS IT MONDAY YET? Photo's silly, video can be judged on your own.

Drooooooooooooool'd

With every kind of hate I have within myself, I devote it all to writing. I don't like writing for the fact that I am such a procrastinator! I actually admire my writing, but I take forever and am very wordy. I've been working on the same, easy letter project since 7:00PM. It is now 12:30AM and I have "failure" written across my forehead with a permanent Sharpie. It's kind of ironic because they're not really permanent at all.. Today was a day full of anticipation, but worth it. Unfortunately, some set backs kicked in but we made the best of the time we had. I don't care. I love you regardless of anything. Valentine's Day is coming up soon...I never had a Valentine's Day to spend with anyone beyond elementary parties with the fold-up cards sealed with a heart sticker. This is new to me. I hope I can impress you with whatever I can come up with. :) Photo's of some film I've had for about a year or two. I really want to get them developed soon.

SWINE FLU! SWINE FLU! SWINE FLU!

Temptation and anticipation- there is a very thin line between the two. As much as we wait for tomrrow, some things just cant handle the wait. I can't really look at this negatively because I do understand how you are and love you too much to even be mad. Regardless, I still love every second that I spend with you, whether it be sitting alone in a staircase or laughing hysterically at Ali trying to help us hide in the middle room.

Right now, I just finished making our t-shirt costumes for tomorrow during school. Although we could not think of something as great as our Ninja Turtles costumes from Freshmen Year, we did think of something- Swine Flu. Upon short notice, we are making three shirts. Ana is H1, Jaelynn is N1, and I am SWINE FLU!! Apparently I forgot to get some face masks, but Ana doesn't know that. I might try to pull some stealthy move tomorrow and try to go to Walgreens early morning and purchase some.. I hope she isn't reading this!

Begging

This Tuesday was full of anticipation. By that night, I was begging for the next day to come. My heart was set on where it was heading, and this time I had no doubt. From what I can remember, having practice inside the auditorium that night was fun. We began to learn "disco stick" work for our show. Basically, we are spinning a flagpole without the flag. Joy. hahah