Only Exception By Paramore Is A Really Good Song.

I'm strong. I am a person of mistakes; imperfections. The way my words come out are not the same as I think them. I'm still learning to perfect myself because I refuse to believe "I'm perfect to you." If I was, I wouldn't be feeling this right now. You wouldn't think of me as a jerk.

Today.. I'm figuring out that my stress isn't that bad. I have another week to worry about finals. I'll figure it out. You were right. Today was okay. We went to the middle school and I fucked up really bad, yet I still managed to smile because I honestly couldn't give a rat's ass about it. Returning back to 5th period, I was so happy to see you again. Though it was only a few hours since I saw you. Throughout the course of the day I realize: there is less emotion going around, and the are was dry and slightly sarcastic. I don't know. I'm going to be optimistic. I got this. Oh, I lost my phone today. Thank god Roland had it. Photo is of a index card an asshole drew. Hiyo.

Sneak In For What It's Worth

Oh yes.. the weekend is finally here! That Saturday played out as a typical morning with errands to be done with my parents. The car included my parents, my brother, and myself. One of the first things we did was get my uniforms for this coming school year. To be honest, its not that bad; the idea of wearing a uniform, I mean. I've been shopping recently and I think to myself, "Oh well there's no point in getting this because I won't be able to wear it anyway." I'm aware of going out on weekends, but I already have a huge amount of clothes to begin with. After uniforms, I believe we went to Costco for food shopping! For some reason shopping at Costco makes me happy. It must be the "wholesale" thing its got going. We got a bunch of fruits, cereal, and rotisserie chicken. [The chicken there is to die for!!! SO GOOD.] We also went to the mall that morning because my mom needed to pay bills in person. I also wanted to look for khaki pants, because the pairs that our school provides is for guys only. [Not very flattering on a female's body] We went to Kohl's after that, where I finally got my pants. Three pairs came up to $78.00. Insane.

So I get a text from Michael inviting me to go to the movies; more or less, an invite for an adventure. I met them up at Jeremy's house, but he wasn't coming which was kind of sad. It was Jill, Jamie, Marison, Michael, and I. We picked up Olga and headed straight for the movies. Walking up to the front, we discovered a nice, long line to buy tickets. I had my card with me, but apparently the kiosks were out of order. We went inside to look for people we knew who worked there to get us free tickets because a couple of us were under-aged! We were planning to watch THE Fninal Destination 3D which was starting at 7:15, and it was already 7:00PM. Time was wasting as we stood there in the middle of the concessions lobby, until one of Marison's friends passes by. They start talking and a plan arose! Sneak in through the side door! I've never snuck into a movie before, so the adrenaline was rushing! No hesitations were rising; I was all for it. We all started walking toward the side of the building [how fishy must that seem?! A huge group of asians walking in through the side] as Marison's friend came out from the AMC and pushed open the door while no one was looking. We al rushed in and from what I heard, Jill just stood there so Michael had to pull her though. haha. I giggled to myself silently as we rushed to the theatre door. It was a 3D movie so we all needed glasses, right? How did we get them, you ask? As we walked through the doors, I shoved my arm into the recycle bin for glasses and grabbed as many as I could! Unfortunately, that "many" only turned out to be 2 pairs. I gave one to Olga and we continued in. Goodness that theatre was full!! Our only option was front row. Front row and 3D. Greattt. Despite that, we laughed the entire time and the movie was horrible, by the way! I sat next to Michael and Jill and we commented throughout the whole thing! After wards, we headed into Nutley to catch Bryan as he got out from work. We met him at Rita's where we endlessly asked for Sweedish Fish Italian Ice samples! IT REALLY TASTED LIKE IT. Leaving Rita's, the plan was to go back to Bryan's, where we would all go into one car [some how] and go to Red Robin's.

Surprise Surprise. We got lost. In Nutley. We went around in the same square like twice, haha. Getting lost is a fun experience! Red Robins was good, just being able to chill out and feast on one order of macho nachos. :D good night. it was.