Friday, May 7, 2010

My Guns Went *PEW-PEW*

So apparently there was a shooting tonight at the carnival here by Stop & Shop. *pew-pew* That's my gunshot sound. Anyways, I guess it was a good thing I chose to stay in for homework rather than go out to the carnival with my friends. I am one less life potentially risked, but as long as all my friends are okay, I am okay. So at home, I stayed trying to read Lord of the Flies, which is due Monday. I think I'm on page 16 or something, go me! :D Earlier in school, I feel like I coped better? I won't emotionally deny whether something phases me or not, but I'm not going to publicly announce it anymore. Hell, I probably will, but I'm cutting down. In retrospect, I look at it from his perspective. I constantly nagged and complained about the same thing, over and over. People tell me, "Hey, you're the girlfriend. You're supposed to do that", but it's not completely acceptable. In his shoes, I would be annoyed and constantly thinking "Again? wtf?" It is probably what he thinks, too. So to save the drama, I'm going to keep control, and try to be mature. I'm not promising results. I'm promising efforts. Photo is of the boook.

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