I'm Still Waiting To Shit Bricks

The only significant thing I can recall from today is..well baking tonight. I made a whole other batch of Tollhouse cookies for the family, considering the past ones were all for the lover. Ah, no I remember. This morning I woke up, begging to close my eyes again. Last night, I followed a random urge to cut my hair. I wanted all the layers I had before so I grabbed the scissors. This morning, I didn't move once I gained conscience. For a second I almost believed it was all a dream, but I then pulled at my hair to find its length not so lengthy at all. My layers are uneven; hopefully I can have Ireesh fix them for me. I've had them pinned back for the rest of the day, playing the new 360 and whatnot. I haven't done much today; everyone has gone out to see Inception.. I need to see it! Photo is one of two sketches I did earlier of costume ideas for this year. Oh, dilemmas.

Alternating Week For The Loner & The Socialist

Well, this sucks. It's currently, 5:37AM into Saturday and I have been up all night. On Thursday night I tried to pull an all-nighter with Jacob, but grew tired around 4AM. We should have given it a day's notice. Hrmm..I'm getting confused with time references now. YESTERDAY, nothing really happened. I've been very lazy this past week, realizing that I phases in and out of being the loner and the socialist. The majority of this week has been portrayed by the loner. Last week was the other. Today I took any opportunity to go out, so I went with my sister and her boyfriend to the DMV. She had to renew her license and I was so fascinated and excited to get my own permit soon. Then, we went to the mall, here I bought a few items and got my hair trimmed. On the way home we went to Sonic and AC Moore. I've spent this whole night working on Ana's piano bracelet [the first of a long list of requests] and chatting with a few friends. It was really an interesting night. A drunk Seamus IMed me on Facebook Chat, asking for dirty pics and other nonsense. It was so hilarious in the dead of the night around 4AM. Photo is of mama sleeping while I straightened her hair. -_-'

Happy Father's Day, Papa!!

This afternoon was unexpected, to say the least. This afternoon, I woke up and found myself hopping into my brother's new car, on the way to Smashburger. I wasn't really looking forward to eating a burger first thing in the day, but its what ended up happening. Hey, it was noon so I don't think it counts! I have been having a lot of burgers these past two days! Yesterday, I had like three at Deejay's! Anyways, I also went with my siblings for another drive. We dropped off my sister to work, and my brother and I went to the mall after wards. When we arrived back home, it was time for a Filipino Father's Day mass. After the mass, there was a celebratory BBQ in the church parking lot. I stuck by with Anika and Ana, her brother, Stephen, and Orion randomly came by. I ended up hanging out with them and it has been quite a fun night. I feel bad that I didn't come home accordingly at the time I suggested and that I did not have my phone to make up for it. I wanted to go home anxiously for that reason, but I could not, so I enjoyed the moments I was in. Between watching hilarious Youtube videos and watching Orion try to eat a spoonful of cinnamon, tonight was good. Photo is of of a Tumblr post I took just now. Crazy haiir.

I Can Do This I Can Do This

Dang! 300th post! I'm seriously getting there! Anyways, onto today. It was good. Nothing is better than starting the week with basically a half-day, considering the delayed-opening for testing. The days tends to go a lot better like this. After today, I can finally breathe a little better. Colorguard auditions were today. I won't say I bust my ass trying to put my piece together, because I really didn't. I was the only one trying out for Captain, but it is still good to give off a nice first impression. All went well for the most part. I got my taste of the summer heat and sweat. I spent my time with you wisely and didn't complain when it was over. I'll take what I can get because everything is much easier without complaining. I'm learning. I say that I can breathe a little better only because it is one less weight off my chest. There is so much more left at the end of the year, so I just hope to get through it all. Photo is of funky hair. lol

Hold Strong For Your Heart

So I am laying in bed right now with my head full of curls for tomorrow. It more or less happened out of pure boredon as I began to curl my hair with the straightener. I guess tomorrow will be a girly day haha.. As for today, the goal was to hold strong and be happy and optimistic. Goal scored. I held together and managed a good day with you.. The unfortunate part of today was you going to the ms right after school with sean.. I felt that.. Having such a good day called for spending ime well together after school too. ofcourse, I promised to stay strong. I cant pull you away from plans you make with friends. I had practice anyways.. The kind where we just BSed the whole time and was pointless. You said that to keep you around, all I had to do was say the magic words. I pulled myself together and insisted you to go.. I felt like it was part of the change where I cant kill Myself over the facts. It was a hard thing to say no and push you away like that but I reel like I did good today. We better still be hanging ou soon my love! Alone. Photo will be of waiting at the bus stop today.

Happy Birthday, Love!

Oh my goodness its cold! -puts foot on heater- ahhh.. :D

lol well first and foremost, I would like to wish a special, special person oh so dear to me, a happy birthday. Despite the fact that you don't celebrate this, I'm grateful for every day having you around. Today was so stressful..even before I got off the bus this morning I felt like dying. Our concert was yesterday, and it ended at 9PM. By the time I got home, I was completely exhausted and just wanted to sleep. No matter how hard I tried to keep my eyes open, they gradually fell into place. Doing homework was completely impossible, so I was forced to cram it all during school hours. I cut my hair today. It was somewhat spur of the moment, but at the same time not. I've been acting on impulse lately, and its been working both positively and negatively for me. I'm tired. Headdingg out nowwww! Look, papa is hawt in a headband.

Oh, How I Crave

Today was decent. After practice, Audrey, Ana , and I went to Wendy's to fill up our stomachs. Today, Aud got her braces removed and I think it's so different seeing her without them! I kind of miss them, to be honest! I'm happy for her though. I've never had the experience or pain of wearing braces, but I've heard so many times that once you get them off, it's like a miracle and you keep licking your teeth! After Wendy's we headed back to the courts. I reallyu don't know how I made it because my legs had done their walking for the day. There, we met up with the Sax section, who were journeying to Coldstone's as a reward for best section. I would have loved guard to win that reward, but we are far from top status. Oh, how I crave a Like It Birthday Cake Remix!! -dies- I'm always up for some good old Coldstone's! I never really tried their shakes, but I've fallen in love with those as well! SO GOOD!

Back at Ana's, we died Marison's hair, but it wasn't the greatest result. For some reason the bleach product wasn't working fast enough and even after the hour we waited, the color still wasn't blonde enough. We dealt with it and continued on. I had to leave half was through, but from what I heard, the purple was dark. Marison wasn't sad, and that was something that made me happy. I didn't want to feel a blame for an accident that just didn't work out. We did the best we could.

Luscious Lavender

Today was a decent day.. I reluctantly woke up at 8:30 to prepare for practice at 10 -12. I am so glad a lot of the girls showed up and we kind of started tossing haha..anyways, afterwards I ended up going to Anas house as usually and finally dying my hair! This started as a single

picture, and stretched out into a collective progression! It came out and amazing blonde color and when we started putting it the color it looked like PB&J! Mmm haha We also went to Ritas when my hair bleach was still setting in. My hair was crazy and all over the place, but who cares. haha I don't know how my paents will react when they find out, but whatever..I did this in a feeling of "idgaf"