Regardless Of Time And Difficulty

One of the greatest feelings in life is resolution. It is the light at the end of that dark tunnel that many have referred to as their own personal "hell". Sometimes there are situations when you feel like it's all over. But once you go through hell and are in the light looking back, you can finally take a sigh of relief. The thing about resolution is that it is very spontaneous. It can happen immediately. It can happen within a couple of hours, or for the unfortunate- a day or more. That's what happened today. The situation went wrong yesterday and I didn't pick at it. I really wanted to though. We didn't text since we parted ways yesterday and it killed me for the rest of the day, into today. This resolution didn't come somewhat until period 10 lunch. Every period before that, we walked the halls and you wouldn't even look at me, you wouldn't talk. I asked what's wrong and you say you're fine. My disbelief was strong. At lunch, I confronted you and we talked. I was glad that you finally opened up about it because essentially, that means we could find a hopeful solution. I think just knowing lifts a great weight off my shoulders. After school, we left as soon as possible. I feel like..now that we were finally alone, we could take a breather and sort this out. I feel like the moment I really got to kiss you, we had already taken three steps forward. From then on, resolution finally came around. I finally got to look into those eyes and confess how much I love you. Regardless of time and difficulty, resolution is gorgeous. Spur of the moment, I sketched this piece.

Resolve

Today was a great day. Others way have seen us to be all over eachother, but to me it was just an expression of how happy I was that we overcame some bad problems from over the weekend. I can say it now, with a better heartfelt tone. This oatmeal was oe of the only few things keeping me warm tonight

And Still, I Am in Awe

We can end our nights on good nots and bad ones. I won't say that last night was a bad one, but it was unnecessary. The problem didn't need to occur, but it arose anyway. I'm just glad that our relationship has the ability to make-up pretty fast. I refuse to let days go by with a stupid arguement still lingering. Let alone, I can't even sleep through a single night with such a heavy heart. From a bad night, we have travelled into the next night having such a heart-felt conversation. I feel like saving every message you've sent in the last two hours. Jesus, I don't understand how I've lucked out so well to find you..to find us. And still, I am in awe. Filler photo: I woke up at 1PM this morning and didn't go to church, so I had nothing to take a pic of except this lol

Initiative

Take the initiative to fix a problem. That is what I did tonight. When we tried to hang out today, it just wasn't feeling right. So I called you tonight and we talked it out; complications were brought to common undstanding, and I know where your heart is.

Goodness, will Belleville band ever have a good football game?! Tonight we versed against West Essex HS and the visit was horrible. The opposing city was so rude. As we marched by in our blue block, "Boo's" were being thrown out from the bleachers as well as a half-full can of Arizona Iced Tea. Prior to the game, it was announced that their band was treating us to a snack and drink during the third quarter to socialize as well. third quarter came around and by that time, Mrs. B couldn't take it anymore. Our plan was to eat their food and leave. A little bit of socializing did take place, but so did a lot of controversy! People from the bleachers would pass by as we walked, purposely shoving into us and acting smart. Its so funny how people can be so immature!