Define Pathetic

My life is so dependent. I am the saddest story of desperation and flaw. This whole day started off with baking two more batches of brownies , picking up from last night. Then I went to the bakesale at the hs for the play. i can't say it was fun, but something mediocre. I am the odd ball in this life that can't even converse for shits and giggles. I can say one thing to strike conversation, but then after that, I cant think of wat to say so I look away half the time. Im fairly jealous of you today. Youre finding a life better and though, i have found better too, its not everything. I would honestly be happy every second of the day if I was with him all the time, but Im not. And because I fucked our friendship over, i am absolutely nothing -ashes and dirt- without prupose. God help me because you are my last resort in this life. Photo is of the play.

LOOK OVER HERE! *Jazz Hands*

I'm am such a failure at Lent. I caught myself before making the same mistake twice after last week during lunch and bought myself a pizza bagel. That was a sense of accomplishment, but after school I went to Wendy's. oudfiucefkcbweijkvbejbkw Only half way through a double-stack in the car did I realize I was eating meat. Every time is by accident, and I feel so bad. Surprisingly, I've strayed away from what I actually gave up: Nutella. Hrmm.. saw the play tonight.. FAME. It was a lot better that I had expected to be, I'll give it that much. I went with the love, and ended up sitting with a buncho guys. Felt a little loss of feminity and kinda felt like I was sitting by the a-hole talkers during the play.. whatever though.. all I know is that I really don't mind seeing it again tomorrow :D I'm just not so sure about running the bakesales too XD I seriously hate baking now. haha It is almost 1 AM and I have brownies in the oven as we speak! Photo will be of FAME ticket stub.

He's Having a B.F.! (Bitchfit)

Goodness...I really need to stop baking. It's getting tiring and tempting! There are points where I just wanna eat the brownies for myself >_> I really surprised I actually got all my homework done tongiht..well most of it. I had expected to still be sitting here right now, gouging my eyes out, begging for sleep. Hrm..today was nothing too crazy.. This morning, pa's period came and he had a bitch fit right before church. On the car ride there, he decides he is jsut going to drop my mother, my siter, and I off and he's going home. He's suchhh a girl I swear! Photo to be uploaded is of brownies -_-