Sort Of Wanted To

I write this coming back from the AMC:

"On Rt. 21, I sort of wanted to get into an accident. Maybe it would pull me away from all the problems in the world. There are no problems. The only problem here is me and every flaw I see in myself that, by some miracle, don't see. I hate myself. I'm so sorry."

And now, on the phone, my signs have changed a little bit. You're amazing.

Photo's of webcamming. We're all eating and listening to Ana watch wierd videos hahaha i really do miss this.. And im really going to mend every void i've created and im sorry =( i love you guys .